Ivonne. August 9th. Freckles. Body pillows. Disney. Beauty and the Beast. Grey's Anatomy. Dance. Color guard. San Diego Chargers. Bodies. Beauty. Photography. Pink. Tattoos. Pretty lights. Family. Puppies. Cherry Coke. California. Navy brat.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
This past week has been emotional to say the least. My dad got orders to Sasebo, Japan… For three years. They want me to go with them and I don’t know what to do. If I go, I leave everything I have ever known and any friends I have left behind. I have to start over. If I don’t go, I lose my family… My mom/best friend, my dad, and my brother. And this time it isn’t just 8 hours away, it’s a passport renewal, 1-2000 dollars and a 21 hour flight away. Oh dear… And to top it off, finally having a guy that actually cares is so hard to leave behind. Sure, a few thousand miles is nowhere near as difficult as other things, but he would do anything in his power to keep me here which makes it even harder to leave. But we all know, family comes first and I need to support my dad because he has given me everything. Arcadio will be here for me when I get back, right?
Today’s Gameplan
I’m getting my wisdom teeth pulled today. All four are going, but only one is even kind of ready -__- I’m scared. I know I shouldn’t be, but they have to like fracture parts of my jawbone to get the teeth out O.O Hah. Luckily I’ll be knocked the heck out and will get fun pain killers afterward. And then Arcadio is gonna come babysit me so I don’t die from falling down or off my couch since I’ll still be super drugged up. Hey, I may even go to band practice with him because how much falling can you do sitting in the car? I’d rather do that than be home alone and drunk walk my way into a knife or something ;P So basically today is gonna be different and I don’t know whether to be excited or nervous.
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“You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.”
